1 00:00:05,352 --> 00:00:08,355 [GREY] Research suggests that up to 40% of our day 2 00:00:08,390 --> 00:00:10,840 is spent acting out existing habits... 3 00:00:10,841 --> 00:00:13,130 [WILSON] Smells amazing. What are you making? 4 00:00:13,131 --> 00:00:17,153 Celebratory arrabbiata for your last day as a general surgeon. 5 00:00:17,178 --> 00:00:18,271 [GASPS] 6 00:00:18,296 --> 00:00:20,264 ... rather than making new decisions. 7 00:00:20,756 --> 00:00:23,853 Mmm. It's so good. The kids are gonna love it. 8 00:00:23,888 --> 00:00:26,166 Mmm. Well, they'll have to love it tomorrow 9 00:00:26,167 --> 00:00:28,819 'cause they've already been fed, bathed and put to bed. 10 00:00:28,820 --> 00:00:30,990 - It's just you and me? - It's just you and me. 11 00:00:33,725 --> 00:00:38,146 [GREY] From sleep to personal hygiene to diet and exercise. 12 00:00:38,568 --> 00:00:40,560 So this is my curriculum description 13 00:00:40,561 --> 00:00:42,112 of my Bleeding Intervention Program. 14 00:00:42,113 --> 00:00:45,323 I wanna show it to every chief of trauma surgery in the country. 15 00:00:46,220 --> 00:00:47,394 Yeah, it's good. 16 00:00:47,419 --> 00:00:48,600 - Clear. - Mm. 17 00:00:50,259 --> 00:00:55,229 So, hey, um, you had a chance to look at the budget, or... 18 00:00:55,381 --> 00:00:57,301 [GREY] Some of our habits serve us well. 19 00:00:58,163 --> 00:00:59,406 Come here. 20 00:00:59,441 --> 00:01:00,545 Hmm? Oh. 21 00:01:00,955 --> 00:01:02,059 Okay. 22 00:01:02,084 --> 00:01:03,879 Others can be more complicated. 23 00:01:09,618 --> 00:01:11,206 You want to change a habit? 24 00:01:15,594 --> 00:01:18,563 Behavioral scientists suggest starting small. 25 00:01:19,115 --> 00:01:20,323 Incoming. 26 00:01:20,358 --> 00:01:21,808 - Hey. - Hey. 27 00:01:21,842 --> 00:01:25,432 - Do you wanna go grab a bite? - I wish, but I'm waiting on labs. 28 00:01:25,467 --> 00:01:28,331 It'll go faster if you go down there and ask in person. 29 00:01:28,490 --> 00:01:29,930 You have your way, I have mine. 30 00:01:30,508 --> 00:01:32,027 Fair. 31 00:01:32,052 --> 00:01:33,967 I'm gonna go grab something to eat. 32 00:01:33,968 --> 00:01:36,097 - See you tomorrow? - Yeah, definitely. 33 00:01:36,098 --> 00:01:38,311 Make one minor adjustment over time. 34 00:01:38,756 --> 00:01:42,656 - Time of death... 20:24. - [SNICKERS] 35 00:01:42,691 --> 00:01:44,139 We're still in a rough patch, 36 00:01:44,164 --> 00:01:47,202 but we talked and we're gonna keep trying. 37 00:01:47,203 --> 00:01:49,147 [MILLIN] Well, you know, she is right. 38 00:01:49,148 --> 00:01:51,738 If you go down there yourself, it'll be much faster. 39 00:01:52,880 --> 00:01:56,012 - Great. - [GREY] It creates a domino effect 40 00:01:56,013 --> 00:01:57,728 that helps us make bigger changes down the line. 41 00:01:57,729 --> 00:02:02,918 Dr. Fox. Uh, what brings you to my little corner of the hospital? 42 00:02:02,952 --> 00:02:05,817 Natasha here is just taking me on a little tour. 43 00:02:05,852 --> 00:02:09,302 I wish I'd known. I would have prepared a presentation. 44 00:02:09,337 --> 00:02:11,374 You don't have to put on a show for me. 45 00:02:11,409 --> 00:02:13,942 I just like to pop in from time to time 46 00:02:13,967 --> 00:02:15,793 and see where my money's going. 47 00:02:15,827 --> 00:02:18,748 Well, uh, if you have any questions, I'm... 48 00:02:18,951 --> 00:02:22,696 Ah. I think I've seen everything I needed to see. 49 00:02:23,473 --> 00:02:24,865 Good night, Dr. Shepherd. 50 00:02:26,674 --> 00:02:27,951 [SIGHS] 51 00:02:27,976 --> 00:02:30,150 Make a radical change, 52 00:02:30,296 --> 00:02:32,574 and you've set yourself up for failure. 53 00:02:32,599 --> 00:02:35,404 - We have a problem. - [THUNDER RUMBLING] 54 00:02:38,081 --> 00:02:40,152 [SIREN WAILING] 55 00:02:44,837 --> 00:02:46,701 [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS] 56 00:02:46,854 --> 00:02:47,904 [SIGHS] 57 00:02:55,216 --> 00:02:56,666 [SIGHS] 58 00:02:56,691 --> 00:02:59,279 Well, you are a sight for sore eyes. [CHUCKLES] 59 00:02:59,304 --> 00:03:00,374 - Hi. - Hey. 60 00:03:00,399 --> 00:03:02,159 Oh... 61 00:03:02,184 --> 00:03:04,670 You came all the way back here for one patient? 62 00:03:04,945 --> 00:03:06,982 You are some doctor, Maggie Pierce. 63 00:03:06,983 --> 00:03:08,845 Well, I've been with him for a long time 64 00:03:08,846 --> 00:03:10,586 and he's getting bad news today, so 65 00:03:10,855 --> 00:03:12,725 thought it should come from me. 66 00:03:18,510 --> 00:03:21,814 - Hi. How are you? - Good. 67 00:03:21,839 --> 00:03:24,990 - How was your flight? - Bumpy, and there weren't any snacks. 68 00:03:25,015 --> 00:03:28,131 But I made it here, so I guess it did its job. 69 00:03:29,182 --> 00:03:30,252 Guess it did, yeah. 70 00:03:33,037 --> 00:03:34,954 Well, I gotta prep for a surgery, so... 71 00:03:34,978 --> 00:03:36,334 Of course. 72 00:03:38,320 --> 00:03:40,599 - We'll catch up later. - Yeah, all right. 73 00:03:44,179 --> 00:03:45,284 [BOTH CHUCKLE] 74 00:03:48,240 --> 00:03:49,587 [DOOR OPENS] 75 00:03:49,612 --> 00:03:50,993 [BAILEY] Dr. Altman. 76 00:03:51,060 --> 00:03:53,384 Yes. Please, uh, come in. Have a seat. 77 00:03:56,272 --> 00:03:57,688 Thanks. 78 00:03:58,134 --> 00:04:00,483 Dr. Adams, we would like to follow up 79 00:04:00,518 --> 00:04:03,141 on the investigation of Sam Sutton's death. 80 00:04:03,253 --> 00:04:06,705 The family has decided to settle with the hospital. 81 00:04:07,493 --> 00:04:11,494 And our GME Council is recommending 82 00:04:11,529 --> 00:04:15,204 that you remediate your intern year. 83 00:04:16,805 --> 00:04:18,314 Wait, I have to start over? 84 00:04:18,751 --> 00:04:21,574 The Council just gave a recommendation. 85 00:04:21,608 --> 00:04:24,059 Catherine Fox will make the final decision. 86 00:04:24,321 --> 00:04:27,151 Her office will be reaching out to set a meeting with you. 87 00:04:27,642 --> 00:04:30,237 Uh, but does this recommendation say 88 00:04:30,238 --> 00:04:31,652 what I should have done instead? 89 00:04:31,653 --> 00:04:33,758 While I had a patient bleeding out 90 00:04:33,759 --> 00:04:35,276 and there was no attending in the room? 91 00:04:35,277 --> 00:04:37,313 That was a unique situation, 92 00:04:37,348 --> 00:04:40,640 and I am sorry that my medical crisis left you alone in the OR. 93 00:04:40,641 --> 00:04:42,145 But after the investigation, 94 00:04:42,146 --> 00:04:44,354 the Council is not confident that you will be ready 95 00:04:44,355 --> 00:04:46,594 to move forward with your surgical training. 96 00:04:46,595 --> 00:04:48,911 I wasn't the only intern who operated on him. 97 00:04:48,946 --> 00:04:51,103 But it was your decision to cut. 98 00:04:51,734 --> 00:04:54,185 Your judgment is in question, not your skills. 99 00:04:58,507 --> 00:05:01,441 Look, I know repeating your intern year 100 00:05:01,475 --> 00:05:03,610 sounds like a big price to pay... 101 00:05:04,309 --> 00:05:05,470 Adams. 102 00:05:05,905 --> 00:05:07,355 Thanks for letting me know. 103 00:05:07,356 --> 00:05:12,244 I'm not giving you my grandmother's banana bread recipe. 104 00:05:12,245 --> 00:05:14,031 - [NDUGU] Good morning. - I gave you my car. 105 00:05:14,032 --> 00:05:15,629 Yes, because the judge made you. 106 00:05:15,630 --> 00:05:17,318 All right. Time-out. We need to make this quick. 107 00:05:17,319 --> 00:05:18,733 I have an important surgery to prepare for. 108 00:05:18,734 --> 00:05:20,528 Sorry, Dr. Ndugu. Just give me the recipe. 109 00:05:20,529 --> 00:05:21,702 - Not happening. - Dr. Griffith. 110 00:05:21,703 --> 00:05:23,670 Mason Peterson, 16 years old 111 00:05:23,705 --> 00:05:25,805 with idiopathic pulmonary hypertension. 112 00:05:25,806 --> 00:05:28,166 Admitted for new onset congestive heart failure. 113 00:05:28,167 --> 00:05:29,848 Mason, do you have any big plans for today? 114 00:05:29,849 --> 00:05:32,139 What do you think? Thought I'd run a marathon. 115 00:05:32,650 --> 00:05:35,134 Go for a swim after. Lift some weights. 116 00:05:36,379 --> 00:05:40,962 I think you're gonna need new lungs for all that. 117 00:05:42,626 --> 00:05:44,691 - Did she say... - He's getting new lungs? 118 00:05:44,726 --> 00:05:48,419 - And a heart. We just got the call. - [LAUGHING] 119 00:05:48,453 --> 00:05:50,179 Oh, my God. Baby. 120 00:05:50,180 --> 00:05:52,077 I'm gonna go with the team to procure the organs, 121 00:05:52,078 --> 00:05:53,872 and Dr. Ndugu here will get you prepped 122 00:05:53,873 --> 00:05:55,391 for the operating room, okay? 123 00:05:56,231 --> 00:05:57,439 Oh, baby. 124 00:05:59,517 --> 00:06:01,674 Schmitt, who's on my service? 125 00:06:01,708 --> 00:06:03,399 What multiverse are we in? 126 00:06:03,434 --> 00:06:05,194 Adams, you're with me. 127 00:06:05,229 --> 00:06:06,664 Oh, he's actually in the pit. 128 00:06:06,689 --> 00:06:08,059 She doesn't care. 129 00:06:08,094 --> 00:06:10,924 Dr. Pierce. I can't believe you came. 130 00:06:11,442 --> 00:06:12,814 Always. 131 00:06:13,376 --> 00:06:16,689 - Dr. Adams, this is Brady... - Brady Hauser. Forty-two, 132 00:06:16,690 --> 00:06:18,310 had a heart transplant four years ago. 133 00:06:18,311 --> 00:06:20,727 Readmitted last week after an MI IVUS 134 00:06:20,728 --> 00:06:22,908 shows chronic cardiac graft vasculopathy. 135 00:06:22,909 --> 00:06:26,087 He's on IV steroids and antithymocyte globulin. 136 00:06:28,390 --> 00:06:31,117 Uh, I skimmed his chart as fast as I could. 137 00:06:31,151 --> 00:06:32,353 Mm-hmm. 138 00:06:33,458 --> 00:06:35,782 Brady was one of my first patients in Seattle. 139 00:06:36,156 --> 00:06:38,546 And you must be Ian. 140 00:06:38,547 --> 00:06:40,781 I've heard so much about you. I mean, not so much about you. 141 00:06:40,782 --> 00:06:43,128 I don't know your Social Security number or anything like that. 142 00:06:43,129 --> 00:06:45,475 But I know that you're a history teacher and you guys met 143 00:06:45,476 --> 00:06:47,788 when you accidentally picked up his matcha latte 144 00:06:47,789 --> 00:06:49,985 at the coffee shop. Yeah. 145 00:06:50,930 --> 00:06:52,966 - Ian. Right? It's Ian? - Yeah, it's okay. 146 00:06:53,001 --> 00:06:54,968 He knows I'm madly in love with him. 147 00:06:55,003 --> 00:06:57,039 Better be. We just moved in together. 148 00:06:57,074 --> 00:06:59,766 Yeah. I wanna spend as much time together as we can 149 00:06:59,801 --> 00:07:01,078 in case, um... 150 00:07:01,757 --> 00:07:03,207 Don't go there. 151 00:07:05,254 --> 00:07:07,222 So it's bad, right? 152 00:07:07,388 --> 00:07:10,278 I mean, you wouldn't come all the way out here to say hello. 153 00:07:11,709 --> 00:07:14,224 Chronic rejection is causing your heart to fail. 154 00:07:14,249 --> 00:07:16,539 We need to put you back on the transplant list. 155 00:07:19,392 --> 00:07:22,953 We should plant the tulips that you want 156 00:07:22,954 --> 00:07:24,963 and see the Space Needle. You've never done that. 157 00:07:24,964 --> 00:07:26,827 Should we get married? We should get married, right? 158 00:07:26,828 --> 00:07:28,000 - Brady. - No. No, you're right. 159 00:07:28,001 --> 00:07:30,259 That was a terrible proposal. 160 00:07:30,463 --> 00:07:32,327 I take it back. 161 00:07:32,627 --> 00:07:34,698 How long can I make it with this heart? 162 00:07:35,526 --> 00:07:37,942 With medications, a few months. 163 00:07:37,977 --> 00:07:40,289 But Ian is right. Don't go there. 164 00:07:40,324 --> 00:07:41,739 We're gonna talk to UNOS. 165 00:07:43,637 --> 00:07:44,845 Don't lose hope. 166 00:07:50,541 --> 00:07:52,612 I can't find my gloves. 167 00:07:52,613 --> 00:07:54,751 - Oh, uh, buddy, they're in your hands. - Not these ones. 168 00:07:54,752 --> 00:07:56,339 He wants the ones with the stripes 169 00:07:56,340 --> 00:07:58,103 'cause Mia said they're cool. 170 00:07:58,104 --> 00:08:00,828 Well, if Mia said they're cool, go look in your basketball bag. 171 00:08:00,829 --> 00:08:02,346 Is this how you hold a 10 blade? 172 00:08:02,380 --> 00:08:05,228 Keep it at a 45-degree angle. Yeah. And let it glide. 173 00:08:05,487 --> 00:08:07,523 [GREY] Hold it strong. There you go. 174 00:08:07,558 --> 00:08:09,146 So there's this house 175 00:08:09,147 --> 00:08:10,871 that just came in the market in Chestnut Hill. 176 00:08:10,872 --> 00:08:13,460 It's four bedrooms. It's got a big yard. 177 00:08:13,461 --> 00:08:15,013 I mean, I don't know. We could get a dog. 178 00:08:15,014 --> 00:08:16,738 - Can we? Please. - Don't listen to him. 179 00:08:16,739 --> 00:08:18,293 - How... Did you hear that? - Dog. 180 00:08:18,294 --> 00:08:19,672 The dog's negotiable. What do you think? 181 00:08:19,673 --> 00:08:20,604 - [DOORBELL RINGS] - Who is that? 182 00:08:20,605 --> 00:08:23,056 - Amelia. - Amelia? 183 00:08:23,081 --> 00:08:26,271 You didn't tell me she was coming. I would have rearranged my day. 184 00:08:26,650 --> 00:08:28,027 You made good time. 185 00:08:28,061 --> 00:08:29,589 How long are you staying? 186 00:08:29,614 --> 00:08:31,858 I brought hard drives, papers, everything. 187 00:08:31,893 --> 00:08:35,172 I couldn't risk leaving them there. Catherine's all over us. 188 00:08:40,987 --> 00:08:43,610 Dorian has requested orange Jell-O. 189 00:08:43,645 --> 00:08:46,199 Turns out he's a Cleveland fan. Yeah! 190 00:08:46,234 --> 00:08:48,408 Well, he passed his swallow study, 191 00:08:48,443 --> 00:08:49,892 so we can finally advance him 192 00:08:49,927 --> 00:08:53,103 from full liquids to a soft food diet. 193 00:08:53,137 --> 00:08:55,117 Look, his white count is elevated again. 194 00:08:55,118 --> 00:08:56,795 It's barely above the normal range. 195 00:08:56,796 --> 00:08:58,245 He doesn't show any signs of wound infection 196 00:08:58,246 --> 00:08:59,730 or peritonitis or nothing. 197 00:08:59,764 --> 00:09:02,526 - How are his CRP and PCT? - Normal. 198 00:09:02,560 --> 00:09:04,286 His progress is remarkable. 199 00:09:04,321 --> 00:09:08,047 Yeah, we should still order additional labs, cultures, 200 00:09:08,072 --> 00:09:10,546 and a chest X-ray just to rule out infection. 201 00:09:10,571 --> 00:09:12,055 I heard about Adams. 202 00:09:12,080 --> 00:09:14,841 Uh... [SIGHS] Let me know when the labs are back. 203 00:09:14,842 --> 00:09:18,092 I don't know if Catherine knows about us, 204 00:09:18,093 --> 00:09:20,785 or if she is just sniffing around everyone's labs. 205 00:09:20,820 --> 00:09:22,442 But either way, it is not good. 206 00:09:22,477 --> 00:09:24,272 We need more time. Can you stall? 207 00:09:24,273 --> 00:09:26,583 Catherine has access to the hospital finances, 208 00:09:26,584 --> 00:09:28,999 so if she doesn't know by now it's just a matter of time. 209 00:09:29,000 --> 00:09:30,518 Wait, you didn't cook the books? 210 00:09:30,519 --> 00:09:32,625 I'm funding research, not a mafia hit. 211 00:09:32,659 --> 00:09:34,558 [GREY] If Catherine pulls the plug, 212 00:09:34,559 --> 00:09:36,421 no one will fund us off of a hunch and some raw data. 213 00:09:36,422 --> 00:09:38,492 We need time to finish analyzing everything. 214 00:09:38,493 --> 00:09:40,597 - All right. How much time do you need? - A few weeks. 215 00:09:40,598 --> 00:09:42,061 A few weeks? You've had months. 216 00:09:42,062 --> 00:09:43,997 [GREY] We're trying to find a cure for Alzheimer's. 217 00:09:43,998 --> 00:09:45,670 Did you think that was gonna happen in a couple of months? 218 00:09:45,671 --> 00:09:47,515 I mean, this is a cross-sectional observational study 219 00:09:47,516 --> 00:09:48,928 with just the two of us. 220 00:09:48,953 --> 00:09:50,933 We don't have analysts, coordinators, 221 00:09:50,934 --> 00:09:52,169 techs, assistants, nothing. 222 00:09:52,170 --> 00:09:55,108 And this is Catherine Fox. You better find a way to speed it up. 223 00:09:55,109 --> 00:09:57,338 If we powered through and didn't take any breaks, 224 00:09:57,339 --> 00:09:59,030 it would still take four days. 225 00:09:59,299 --> 00:10:02,448 - Who's on your service today? - Kwan and Millin. 226 00:10:02,473 --> 00:10:04,061 Do we trust them? 227 00:10:07,023 --> 00:10:08,956 Oh. Sorry. 228 00:10:08,957 --> 00:10:11,427 I can go somewhere else if you're trying to get some rest. 229 00:10:11,428 --> 00:10:14,149 Brady Hauser's back on the transplant list. 230 00:10:14,496 --> 00:10:15,876 I'm sorry. 231 00:10:18,119 --> 00:10:19,948 I really missed this couch. 232 00:10:19,982 --> 00:10:21,259 It's a great couch. 233 00:10:21,284 --> 00:10:23,424 Do you still have that hideous recliner? 234 00:10:23,425 --> 00:10:25,993 Why do you have to be like that? It's a great chair. 235 00:10:25,994 --> 00:10:28,853 - It's definitely a chair. - [CHUCKLES] 236 00:10:28,888 --> 00:10:30,614 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 237 00:10:30,648 --> 00:10:31,698 [CLEARS THROAT] 238 00:10:33,767 --> 00:10:37,655 Um, is there any chance you could assist on a heart-lung transplant? 239 00:10:37,656 --> 00:10:38,994 Altman was supposed to do it, 240 00:10:38,995 --> 00:10:41,037 but she got pulled into some chief emergency. 241 00:10:41,038 --> 00:10:42,659 It's an old patient of ours, Mason Peterson. 242 00:10:42,660 --> 00:10:44,369 Oh, my God. 243 00:10:44,370 --> 00:10:46,420 - Mason's getting a new heart and lungs. - Yeah. 244 00:10:46,421 --> 00:10:47,905 [PIERCE] That's amazing. 245 00:10:47,930 --> 00:10:50,988 I would love to scrub in. Thank you for asking. 246 00:10:51,145 --> 00:10:53,458 All right. Um... Yeah. I'll put us on the board. 247 00:10:56,132 --> 00:10:59,652 Uh, I'm... I'm sorry that I haven't signed the papers yet. 248 00:10:59,677 --> 00:11:02,818 - I meant to, but... - No, it's okay. It's no rush. 249 00:11:02,819 --> 00:11:05,579 I mean, my lawyers wanted them, like, a month ago, 250 00:11:05,580 --> 00:11:08,391 but I told them, "You'll get them when you get them." 251 00:11:08,392 --> 00:11:11,001 - Well, sure you did. - What's that supposed to mean? 252 00:11:11,002 --> 00:11:13,838 Well, just that, you know, sometimes you can be a little... 253 00:11:13,863 --> 00:11:15,072 Careful now. 254 00:11:15,097 --> 00:11:18,169 Direct. Some might say bossy. 255 00:11:18,194 --> 00:11:21,543 - You said you loved that about me. - Because I didn't wanna have 256 00:11:21,567 --> 00:11:23,437 - to sleep on this couch. - [CHUCKLES] 257 00:11:24,264 --> 00:11:25,541 I'll see you in the OR. 258 00:11:25,834 --> 00:11:30,707 [KWAN] Are we working on vascular anastomosis today? 259 00:11:30,708 --> 00:11:32,684 I need help with a very important, 260 00:11:32,685 --> 00:11:34,159 highly confidential project. 261 00:11:34,160 --> 00:11:36,126 Nobody can know what you're working on. 262 00:11:36,127 --> 00:11:37,177 Can I trust you? 263 00:11:37,935 --> 00:11:39,545 - Of course. - Absolutely. 264 00:11:39,579 --> 00:11:41,512 These are gut microbiome sequences. 265 00:11:41,547 --> 00:11:44,027 I need you to enter them into the database. 266 00:11:44,052 --> 00:11:48,036 So the very important project is data entry? 267 00:11:48,070 --> 00:11:49,396 Can you handle this? 268 00:11:49,421 --> 00:11:51,630 - Absolutely. - Great. Thank you. 269 00:11:53,177 --> 00:11:54,870 We're just allowed back in the OR 270 00:11:54,905 --> 00:11:57,218 and now we have to code literal crap? 271 00:11:57,219 --> 00:11:58,804 You wanna fight the chief, be my guest. 272 00:11:58,805 --> 00:12:00,193 I'm gonna get to work. 273 00:12:00,194 --> 00:12:02,946 Have you guys seen Adams? He's not answering my texts. 274 00:12:02,947 --> 00:12:04,498 - Haven't seen him. - Nope. 275 00:12:04,499 --> 00:12:06,156 - What are you doing in here? - Give me your spot on 276 00:12:06,157 --> 00:12:07,675 the heart-lung transplant and I'll tell you. 277 00:12:07,676 --> 00:12:08,756 I don't care that much. 278 00:12:09,637 --> 00:12:12,209 - [SCOFFS] - What? She said no. 279 00:12:13,677 --> 00:12:15,822 Hey, Link. Link. Link, do you have a minute? 280 00:12:15,857 --> 00:12:19,170 I just got scans back for one of my OB patients. 281 00:12:19,205 --> 00:12:20,834 She's 17 weeks. 282 00:12:20,835 --> 00:12:23,760 Her prenatal ultrasound showed a cystic mass behind the uterus, 283 00:12:23,761 --> 00:12:25,871 but I say we just watch it closely, right? 284 00:12:27,455 --> 00:12:28,795 About ten centimeters. 285 00:12:28,820 --> 00:12:30,677 You see that, Yasuda? A tailgut cyst. 286 00:12:30,678 --> 00:12:33,839 It is benign, but it carries the risk of malignant transformation, 287 00:12:33,840 --> 00:12:37,568 - so I'd recommend removing it. - That makes sense. 288 00:12:37,603 --> 00:12:40,744 But the chances of it becoming malignant are extremely rare, 289 00:12:40,745 --> 00:12:43,504 and she's asymptomatic, so I say we just watch and wait. 290 00:12:43,505 --> 00:12:45,373 - That also makes sense. - Right. 291 00:12:45,374 --> 00:12:47,232 - It's a decent-sized tumor. - It's an incidental finding. 292 00:12:47,233 --> 00:12:49,580 - You asked my opinion. - If we operate, 293 00:12:49,581 --> 00:12:51,443 one misstep, she could lose her pregnancy, 294 00:12:51,444 --> 00:12:54,032 she could lose the function of her leg, her bladder. 295 00:12:54,033 --> 00:12:56,203 And if it becomes malignant, she could die. 296 00:12:57,795 --> 00:12:59,763 But you're right. 297 00:12:59,797 --> 00:13:01,420 Transformation is unlikely, 298 00:13:01,454 --> 00:13:03,353 - so we could watch and wait. - Right. 299 00:13:03,387 --> 00:13:06,321 But watch it carefully. An MRI every two months at least. 300 00:13:06,356 --> 00:13:08,530 Great. Thank you for the consult. 301 00:13:13,501 --> 00:13:14,677 Is everything okay? 302 00:13:15,128 --> 00:13:16,681 Um... [SIGHS] 303 00:13:16,682 --> 00:13:19,057 You know how Brady casually dropped marriage? 304 00:13:19,058 --> 00:13:22,510 Funny story. I had already been thinking about that, 305 00:13:22,544 --> 00:13:24,255 and I have my grandpa's ring. 306 00:13:24,280 --> 00:13:26,445 But I didn't know if it would fit, 307 00:13:26,479 --> 00:13:29,685 so I put it on him when he fell asleep, 308 00:13:30,162 --> 00:13:31,599 which was a really bad idea. 309 00:13:41,080 --> 00:13:43,531 His heart failure is causing his hands to swell. 310 00:13:43,682 --> 00:13:45,107 Let's see. 311 00:13:47,532 --> 00:13:48,809 Let's try this. 312 00:14:01,531 --> 00:14:02,601 Thank you. 313 00:14:06,616 --> 00:14:08,031 When are you gonna propose? 314 00:14:08,716 --> 00:14:10,661 Uh, haven't decided yet. 315 00:14:10,696 --> 00:14:12,232 You probably think I'm crazy. 316 00:14:12,257 --> 00:14:15,545 He has congestive heart failure, and I'm planning a wedding. 317 00:14:16,598 --> 00:14:20,896 I think you two love each other a lot. 318 00:14:20,897 --> 00:14:23,984 - [MONITOR BLARING] - What's that? What's happening? 319 00:14:23,985 --> 00:14:25,918 - Out of the way. - Oh, my God, Brady. 320 00:14:25,952 --> 00:14:28,299 Code blue. Fourth floor. Cardiac arrhythmia. 321 00:14:28,334 --> 00:14:29,853 Oh, please, help. 322 00:14:29,854 --> 00:14:31,440 Code blue. Fourth floor. Cardiac Care Unit. 323 00:14:31,441 --> 00:14:32,732 Page Dr. Pierce! 324 00:14:33,948 --> 00:14:36,358 - [ADAMS] Charge to 180. Clear. - [NURSE] Charged. 325 00:14:36,537 --> 00:14:37,814 Why isn't it working? 326 00:14:37,849 --> 00:14:39,444 Somebody get him out of the ICU. 327 00:14:39,991 --> 00:14:41,716 Two hundred. Clear. 328 00:14:44,400 --> 00:14:45,470 Give him one of epi. 329 00:14:48,998 --> 00:14:51,412 - And charge to 250. Clear. - Charged. 330 00:14:52,967 --> 00:14:54,029 What's happening? 331 00:14:54,030 --> 00:14:56,245 We got a rhythm, but the HemoSphere is showing 332 00:14:56,246 --> 00:14:58,041 his ejection fraction is 15. 333 00:14:58,042 --> 00:14:59,960 All right. We need to get him on ECMO immediately. 334 00:14:59,961 --> 00:15:03,091 Update UNOS. They need to know that he is in critical condition. 335 00:15:04,861 --> 00:15:07,600 - [GROANS] This upload is taking forever. - Shut up. 336 00:15:07,601 --> 00:15:11,882 Is this a group project where I do all of the work and you do none... 337 00:15:11,883 --> 00:15:13,983 This is a group project in which you will do none of the work 338 00:15:13,984 --> 00:15:17,854 because I have written a code that will do the work for us. 339 00:15:17,879 --> 00:15:20,191 It'll even send the file when it's done. 340 00:15:20,216 --> 00:15:22,011 - You know how to write code? - Yeah. 341 00:15:22,036 --> 00:15:25,358 - I taught myself in high school. - And you did this for fun? 342 00:15:25,383 --> 00:15:27,597 No, I did it for survival. 343 00:15:27,622 --> 00:15:29,979 I mean, if I needed a Reiki session, 344 00:15:30,004 --> 00:15:33,352 my parents had me covered, but real-life survival stuff? 345 00:15:33,387 --> 00:15:35,320 I was on my own. So, I learned how to code 346 00:15:35,354 --> 00:15:38,186 so I could rig online sweepstakes. 347 00:15:38,211 --> 00:15:39,937 [WHISTLES] That's diabolical. 348 00:15:39,938 --> 00:15:42,119 I got a Jacuzzi once, but we had nowhere to put it. 349 00:15:42,120 --> 00:15:44,708 So, now you can enjoy a hot soak if you're ever near 350 00:15:44,743 --> 00:15:47,645 - the spiritual center of the desert. - Unlikely. 351 00:15:48,920 --> 00:15:50,714 Could you optimize my dating apps? 352 00:15:50,749 --> 00:15:52,233 It's kinda like a contest. 353 00:15:52,268 --> 00:15:55,271 I am not writing code so you can get laid. 354 00:15:55,305 --> 00:15:57,238 Too hard? Can't figure it out? 355 00:15:57,273 --> 00:15:59,896 - All right. - Too hard. Give me your phone. 356 00:16:03,141 --> 00:16:05,246 Hey. I'm on my way to assist in the OR, 357 00:16:05,247 --> 00:16:07,040 but I wanna know how your meeting went. 358 00:16:07,041 --> 00:16:08,559 Can't talk right now. Trying to help Dr. Pierce. 359 00:16:08,560 --> 00:16:10,046 Do you wanna come over to the house after work? 360 00:16:10,047 --> 00:16:11,531 You know what's going on? 361 00:16:11,532 --> 00:16:12,868 They're making me repeat intern year 362 00:16:12,869 --> 00:16:14,979 because of what happened with Sam Sutton. 363 00:16:14,980 --> 00:16:17,775 I told the lawyers I wouldn't have operated if you weren't there. 364 00:16:17,776 --> 00:16:19,466 - This is my fault. - No, it's not your fault. 365 00:16:19,467 --> 00:16:20,913 It was my decision. I made the cut. 366 00:16:20,914 --> 00:16:23,155 I will talk to Dr. Fox. I will request a hearing with the board. 367 00:16:23,156 --> 00:16:25,746 - We were all there. We can defend you. - And then what? 368 00:16:26,125 --> 00:16:27,490 Just let it go, Simone. 369 00:16:28,688 --> 00:16:30,656 Could I get the MRN for Ms. Patel? 370 00:16:30,681 --> 00:16:32,186 No. Why? 371 00:16:32,187 --> 00:16:34,067 Dr. Lincoln asked me to schedule her procedure, 372 00:16:34,068 --> 00:16:35,655 so I need to order her pre-op labs. 373 00:16:35,656 --> 00:16:37,934 We decided we weren't doing the surgery. 374 00:16:37,969 --> 00:16:39,246 You were there. 375 00:16:39,389 --> 00:16:40,799 I was, and we did. 376 00:16:40,833 --> 00:16:43,077 But then Lincoln talked to DeLuca about it, 377 00:16:43,078 --> 00:16:45,458 and now the patient decided to remove the cyst. 378 00:16:45,459 --> 00:16:46,928 Why wasn't I told about this? 379 00:16:46,953 --> 00:16:49,311 All due respect, that is way above my pay grade. 380 00:16:49,336 --> 00:16:53,294 And... yours too, apparently. So sorry. My filter's broken today. 381 00:16:53,329 --> 00:16:56,988 - I don't believe this. - So the pre-op labs. Could... 382 00:16:57,552 --> 00:17:00,576 Tell Dr. Lincoln to take his pre-op labs and shove it. 383 00:17:01,612 --> 00:17:04,069 [SCOFFS] Yeah, I'm not doing that. 384 00:17:04,070 --> 00:17:05,569 [NDUGU] Where's Pierce? 385 00:17:05,570 --> 00:17:07,210 [BELTRAN] She had to put a patient on ECMO. 386 00:17:07,211 --> 00:17:09,501 They're finishing up the organ procurement. 387 00:17:09,502 --> 00:17:11,449 [GRIFFITH] I know he needs a new heart 388 00:17:11,450 --> 00:17:13,625 so he can adapt to the new lungs, 389 00:17:13,626 --> 00:17:15,538 but isn't Mason's heart technically fine for somebody else? 390 00:17:15,539 --> 00:17:17,508 Why won't UNOS accept it as a donor? 391 00:17:17,509 --> 00:17:20,457 Well, it's adapted to Mason's pulmonary hypertension. 392 00:17:20,458 --> 00:17:22,192 So to work for someone else, 393 00:17:22,193 --> 00:17:23,785 it would not only have to be a match 394 00:17:23,786 --> 00:17:26,904 but also have similar physiological conditioning. 395 00:17:26,947 --> 00:17:31,642 Hey, page Schmitt. He can cover for you in the OR. 396 00:17:31,643 --> 00:17:33,933 - I need you to check on something for me. - Okay. 397 00:17:36,902 --> 00:17:40,030 [SHEPHERD] Things seem good here. 398 00:17:40,031 --> 00:17:42,826 The kids look happy, you seem settled. 399 00:17:43,652 --> 00:17:44,702 Yes. 400 00:17:44,703 --> 00:17:48,303 - What are you fishing for? - Nick moved in yet? 401 00:17:48,304 --> 00:17:49,546 No. 402 00:17:49,571 --> 00:17:51,559 Hand me that data-set. 403 00:17:51,560 --> 00:17:54,078 Well, whatever we find in the data, I hope it is strong 404 00:17:54,079 --> 00:17:56,046 so that when we present it to Catherine, 405 00:17:56,047 --> 00:17:58,278 she... can't turn it down. 406 00:17:58,279 --> 00:17:59,773 We're not presenting it to Catherine. 407 00:17:59,774 --> 00:18:01,444 We're sticking to the original plan. 408 00:18:01,445 --> 00:18:03,605 We're publishing an abstract based on our findings. 409 00:18:03,606 --> 00:18:05,917 We've already gone behind her back once. If we do it again... 410 00:18:05,918 --> 00:18:07,954 [GREY] We can't risk her pulling the plug on us. 411 00:18:07,955 --> 00:18:09,654 We need independent funding. 412 00:18:12,208 --> 00:18:13,313 What if I say no? 413 00:18:14,889 --> 00:18:17,827 Meredith, you might not care about your relationship 414 00:18:17,828 --> 00:18:19,345 with the Fox Foundation, but I do. 415 00:18:19,346 --> 00:18:21,036 They are still funding my other research. 416 00:18:21,037 --> 00:18:22,762 They are the majority stakeholder 417 00:18:22,763 --> 00:18:25,201 at the hospital where I work. 418 00:18:27,087 --> 00:18:28,916 I can't lose my job, Meredith. 419 00:18:28,941 --> 00:18:31,295 No one's talking about that happening. 420 00:18:35,632 --> 00:18:37,319 We are erasing him. 421 00:18:38,914 --> 00:18:39,964 Derek. 422 00:18:41,747 --> 00:18:44,785 And if we are right about this, it makes his work obsolete. 423 00:18:44,819 --> 00:18:46,097 No one is gonna read it. 424 00:18:46,131 --> 00:18:48,513 No one is gonna reference it ever again. 425 00:18:48,547 --> 00:18:50,584 Why are you doing this now? 426 00:18:50,618 --> 00:18:53,631 I thought that I would have more time to process. 427 00:18:53,656 --> 00:18:55,946 And now you're talking about being days away 428 00:18:55,968 --> 00:19:00,551 from his entire contribution to this field just disappearing. 429 00:19:00,552 --> 00:19:02,664 And he would understand that because new discoveries 430 00:19:02,665 --> 00:19:05,317 replace existing theories every single day. 431 00:19:05,342 --> 00:19:07,083 I'm not saying that it's rational, 432 00:19:07,084 --> 00:19:09,015 but it doesn't change the fact that when we do this, 433 00:19:09,016 --> 00:19:11,398 we are burying my brother deeper in the ground. 434 00:19:11,399 --> 00:19:13,847 And I would think that you of all people would understand that. 435 00:19:13,848 --> 00:19:15,498 I do understand that. 436 00:19:15,523 --> 00:19:18,474 I also think I've come too far to throw the towel in. 437 00:19:18,671 --> 00:19:21,156 And I seriously hope you feel the same way. 438 00:19:22,629 --> 00:19:23,699 Okay. 439 00:19:25,782 --> 00:19:26,991 [SHEPHERD SIGHS] 440 00:19:27,872 --> 00:19:28,922 [SNIFFLES] 441 00:19:33,791 --> 00:19:37,312 Being on ECMO is not ideal, but it buys us some time. 442 00:19:37,583 --> 00:19:40,929 - Well, can I go sit with him? - Yeah, of course. 443 00:19:40,930 --> 00:19:46,424 I gotta go check on some patients in Chicago and then I'll come back... 444 00:19:46,425 --> 00:19:49,116 - We might have a heart for Brady. - UNOS called with a match? 445 00:19:49,117 --> 00:19:50,911 Dr. Ndugu's preserving the cardiac graft 446 00:19:50,912 --> 00:19:52,464 from a heart-lung transplantation. 447 00:19:52,465 --> 00:19:54,604 The heart is salvageable, and it's a match. 448 00:19:54,605 --> 00:19:57,193 - It was only failing because of pulmon... - Pulmonary hypertension. 449 00:19:57,194 --> 00:20:00,025 Okay. I don't wanna get the boyfriend's hopes up. 450 00:20:00,059 --> 00:20:01,419 This is Mason's heart. 451 00:20:01,420 --> 00:20:03,372 What about screening for infectious diseases? 452 00:20:03,373 --> 00:20:04,821 - All negative. - Valvular function? 453 00:20:04,822 --> 00:20:06,240 Good for transplantation. 454 00:20:06,265 --> 00:20:08,801 You found one? A heart for Brady? 455 00:20:08,826 --> 00:20:10,879 - I have to get back to surgery. - Okay. 456 00:20:10,904 --> 00:20:13,590 There is another transplant patient 457 00:20:13,624 --> 00:20:15,247 whose heart might be a match, 458 00:20:15,248 --> 00:20:17,006 but we don't wanna get ahead of ourselves. 459 00:20:17,007 --> 00:20:18,628 This is not something we do regularly. 460 00:20:18,629 --> 00:20:20,665 A lot of stars have to align for this to work. 461 00:20:20,666 --> 00:20:22,716 But they... they could, right? 462 00:20:25,652 --> 00:20:28,919 Okay. Let me check with UNOS, put eyes on the heart, 463 00:20:29,982 --> 00:20:31,362 and then we'll go from there. 464 00:20:31,977 --> 00:20:33,027 Come on. 465 00:20:35,853 --> 00:20:37,232 - Hey. - What's going on? 466 00:20:37,257 --> 00:20:39,581 I need to talk to you. Chief to former chief. 467 00:20:39,616 --> 00:20:41,273 That doesn't not turn me on. 468 00:20:41,513 --> 00:20:44,069 Okay. So remember when I was promoted 469 00:20:44,070 --> 00:20:46,656 and I wanted to get those shoes that said, "I'm in charge"? 470 00:20:46,657 --> 00:20:48,373 Yeah. The ones that I told you not to buy 471 00:20:48,374 --> 00:20:50,453 'cause we had a mountain of legal debt and you secretly 472 00:20:50,454 --> 00:20:53,043 bought them anyway with our emergency savings. 473 00:20:54,148 --> 00:20:55,287 Ahem. How can I help? 474 00:20:55,321 --> 00:20:57,116 I used discretionary budget 475 00:20:57,117 --> 00:20:59,152 to fund Meredith's Alzheimer's research 476 00:20:59,153 --> 00:21:01,878 after Catherine shut it down, and I think she's onto me. 477 00:21:01,879 --> 00:21:03,201 What made you think that was a good idea? 478 00:21:03,202 --> 00:21:06,032 Because it's a potential cure for Alzheimer's disease. 479 00:21:06,128 --> 00:21:08,095 And it's not like I stole something. 480 00:21:08,120 --> 00:21:11,001 And regardless, Catherine has 30 hospitals. 481 00:21:11,026 --> 00:21:14,998 I didn't think that she would notice one small line item. 482 00:21:16,108 --> 00:21:17,158 Listen... 483 00:21:19,000 --> 00:21:22,279 [SCOFFS] I didn't wanna keep pestering you 484 00:21:22,314 --> 00:21:25,449 about funding my Bleed Program, so I went to Catherine. 485 00:21:25,450 --> 00:21:27,697 And she said that she'd look into your budget. 486 00:21:27,698 --> 00:21:29,321 You went behind my back? 487 00:21:29,355 --> 00:21:31,840 Owen, I told you I was working on it. 488 00:21:31,841 --> 00:21:34,187 You're accusing me, and you're the one who's misappropriating funds? 489 00:21:34,188 --> 00:21:35,943 Like you have never bent the rules around here. 490 00:21:35,944 --> 00:21:37,915 - I'm trying to help you. - Oh, God. 491 00:21:39,754 --> 00:21:42,368 Okay. Okay. Okay, listen. 492 00:21:42,708 --> 00:21:44,853 Go to Catherine. Tell her the truth. 493 00:21:44,854 --> 00:21:46,751 Better to come clean than to get caught. 494 00:21:46,752 --> 00:21:48,856 She will respect you for doing the hard thing, 495 00:21:48,857 --> 00:21:50,974 and then you can figure it out together. 496 00:21:51,412 --> 00:21:54,277 Okay. I can do that. I can do the hard thing. 497 00:21:54,311 --> 00:21:55,761 - Okay. Yeah. - Thank you. 498 00:21:58,213 --> 00:21:59,904 [SIGHS] 499 00:21:59,905 --> 00:22:02,422 [NDUGU] All right. Aortic anastomosis is complete. 500 00:22:02,423 --> 00:22:05,529 -Let's get this heart beating. Schmitt? -Coming off bypass. 501 00:22:05,530 --> 00:22:07,254 - [PIERCE] Where's the heart? - Back table. 502 00:22:07,255 --> 00:22:09,405 Glove me, please. Have you done a domino 503 00:22:09,406 --> 00:22:11,189 - heart transplant before? - No, never. 504 00:22:11,190 --> 00:22:13,191 Sounds like we should all buy lottery tickets today. 505 00:22:13,192 --> 00:22:15,366 [NDUGU] If this works, it's huge. But it doesn't change the fact 506 00:22:15,367 --> 00:22:17,436 that I've got four patients on the floor right now 507 00:22:17,437 --> 00:22:19,887 who might not make it through the week. So, yeah, miracles are great, 508 00:22:19,888 --> 00:22:22,580 but we wouldn't need them if more people were organ donors. 509 00:22:22,581 --> 00:22:24,859 Come on, Mason. Come on. Come on. 510 00:22:25,041 --> 00:22:27,078 [SIGHS] Starting cardiac massage. 511 00:22:28,852 --> 00:22:29,957 Come on. 512 00:22:31,810 --> 00:22:32,950 [NDUGU] Come on, Mason. 513 00:22:35,114 --> 00:22:36,288 Come on. Come on. 514 00:22:36,691 --> 00:22:41,046 - All right. Internal paddles. - [GRIFFITH] Yeah. 515 00:22:41,047 --> 00:22:42,634 How's it looking back there, Pierce? 516 00:22:42,635 --> 00:22:44,291 - The heart is healthy, but... - [NDUGU] Clear. 517 00:22:44,292 --> 00:22:46,740 ... the SVC... it's too narrow. 518 00:22:46,895 --> 00:22:48,034 Won't fit. 519 00:22:48,059 --> 00:22:49,820 Can we stent it? 520 00:22:49,821 --> 00:22:51,850 It's a good thought, but it won't be enough. 521 00:22:51,851 --> 00:22:52,901 [NDUGU] Clear. 522 00:22:55,029 --> 00:22:56,079 Come on, Mason. 523 00:23:00,274 --> 00:23:01,654 Again. Clear. 524 00:23:06,141 --> 00:23:07,640 It's incredible. 525 00:23:07,641 --> 00:23:10,283 Yeah, never gets old. You good to close? 526 00:23:10,284 --> 00:23:11,594 - Yeah. Go ahead. We got you. - All right. 527 00:23:11,595 --> 00:23:13,047 How's it looking? 528 00:23:13,048 --> 00:23:15,253 [PIERCE] So Brady's SVC is scarred from prior surgeries. 529 00:23:15,254 --> 00:23:17,811 We need a bigger diameter to allow for proper blood flow. 530 00:23:17,812 --> 00:23:20,741 [NDUGU] We can get a bigger diameter if we excise the fibrotic area. 531 00:23:20,742 --> 00:23:22,250 The scarring's too extensive. 532 00:23:22,251 --> 00:23:23,985 There won't be enough tissue to make it work. 533 00:23:23,986 --> 00:23:25,747 Okay. Then we reconstruct the SVC 534 00:23:25,782 --> 00:23:27,611 with a bovine pericardial patch. 535 00:23:27,612 --> 00:23:32,346 Come on. We've done difficult reconstructions before. 536 00:23:32,347 --> 00:23:34,096 We've even done a partial heart transplant. 537 00:23:34,097 --> 00:23:35,719 We can handle some scar tissue. 538 00:23:37,172 --> 00:23:39,695 [PIERCE] All right. I'm gonna need a pair of loops. 539 00:23:39,696 --> 00:23:41,762 What is it that you're looking for? 540 00:23:41,763 --> 00:23:45,146 Do you want, like, casual dating or a relationship or sex? 541 00:23:45,180 --> 00:23:46,920 No one uses apps for relationships. 542 00:23:46,941 --> 00:23:48,908 I met my ex-girlfriend on an app. 543 00:23:48,909 --> 00:23:50,323 Were you looking for a relationship 544 00:23:50,324 --> 00:23:52,084 or were you looking for sex? 545 00:23:52,320 --> 00:23:54,391 - What about her? - [GRUNTS] 546 00:23:54,392 --> 00:23:59,508 - She's a financial security analyst. - I don't know what that means. 547 00:23:59,509 --> 00:24:01,645 You are just like every other guy. 548 00:24:01,680 --> 00:24:04,441 - You just want a dumb trophy wife. - Oh, you're jealous. 549 00:24:04,476 --> 00:24:07,172 - You are sorely mistaken. - Oh, really? 550 00:24:07,173 --> 00:24:09,652 Because I'm pretty sure you told me that you loved me. 551 00:24:09,653 --> 00:24:12,311 Okay. That was a moment of weakness. 552 00:24:12,312 --> 00:24:14,139 - That doesn't sound like a denial. - Ooh! 553 00:24:14,140 --> 00:24:17,212 Fine. I have a tiny crush on you. 554 00:24:17,247 --> 00:24:20,319 But you know what? I'm hot, I'm single. I'm a damn doctor. 555 00:24:20,354 --> 00:24:21,596 You're... 556 00:24:21,631 --> 00:24:23,357 You're like a cold. 557 00:24:23,391 --> 00:24:25,462 I have it, I'll get over it 558 00:24:25,487 --> 00:24:27,972 and then it'll be like it never happened. 559 00:24:36,288 --> 00:24:37,979 Hey, what's up? What's going on? 560 00:24:37,980 --> 00:24:40,165 Catherine may have found out about everything, 561 00:24:40,166 --> 00:24:42,997 so we just need to move up the timeline to publish. 562 00:24:42,998 --> 00:24:45,205 I thought you said you and Amelia were careful. 563 00:24:45,206 --> 00:24:46,534 We were very careful, but Catherine 564 00:24:46,535 --> 00:24:47,863 does have access to Teddy's budget, 565 00:24:47,864 --> 00:24:50,004 so we just need to move a lot faster. 566 00:24:50,005 --> 00:24:52,547 If Catherine knows, that's it. It's done. You cannot publish. 567 00:24:52,548 --> 00:24:55,531 I can't afford not to. You're the one who said, "Find a way." 568 00:24:55,532 --> 00:24:57,766 - Yeah, and you got caught. - So what should I do? 569 00:24:57,767 --> 00:24:59,687 Just throw everything I've done away? 570 00:25:01,031 --> 00:25:02,351 Okay. 571 00:25:02,352 --> 00:25:06,191 When you get fired from the Fox Foundation, what happens then? 572 00:25:06,192 --> 00:25:08,139 I will continue the work somewhere else. 573 00:25:08,140 --> 00:25:09,507 You think I'm fine with that? 574 00:25:09,508 --> 00:25:11,852 I mean, you can't expect me to keep uprooting my life. 575 00:25:11,853 --> 00:25:14,200 I... I moved to Seattle. I followed you to Boston. 576 00:25:14,201 --> 00:25:15,718 Now you're back and forth to Seattle. 577 00:25:15,719 --> 00:25:17,475 I'm living in a glorified dorm room. 578 00:25:17,500 --> 00:25:19,300 But I said I wanted to move in with you. 579 00:25:19,301 --> 00:25:21,379 Yeah, months ago. And I don't pay lip service here, okay? 580 00:25:21,380 --> 00:25:23,208 When I say I wanna move in with you, I mean it. 581 00:25:23,209 --> 00:25:24,901 I want family dinners every night 582 00:25:24,902 --> 00:25:27,143 and camping trips with the kids. And I wanna take care of you 583 00:25:27,144 --> 00:25:28,930 when you're sick and lift you up when you're sad. 584 00:25:28,931 --> 00:25:32,047 I mean, my God, you don't get it. I wanna marry you, Meredith. 585 00:25:33,150 --> 00:25:34,719 - You do? - I do. 586 00:25:34,720 --> 00:25:36,739 And you can't even be bothered to ask if I'm on board 587 00:25:36,740 --> 00:25:38,480 before you burn it all to the ground. 588 00:25:39,565 --> 00:25:40,615 [MARSH SIGHS] 589 00:25:45,373 --> 00:25:46,513 [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS] 590 00:25:51,025 --> 00:25:52,225 [YASUDA CLEARS THROAT] 591 00:25:55,421 --> 00:25:59,169 I thought we were watching and waiting. 592 00:25:59,170 --> 00:26:01,244 I know, but I had reservations. 593 00:26:01,448 --> 00:26:03,139 So you went over my head to my boss? 594 00:26:03,140 --> 00:26:04,864 I was working with DeLuca on another case. 595 00:26:04,865 --> 00:26:06,624 - I just brought it up. - Not your place. 596 00:26:06,625 --> 00:26:08,523 I brought you in. You should have paged me. 597 00:26:08,524 --> 00:26:10,964 There wasn't time. DeLuca got paged to deliver a baby. 598 00:26:10,965 --> 00:26:12,635 - That's convenient. - It's the truth. 599 00:26:12,636 --> 00:26:15,150 Maybe, but clearly he didn't care what I had to say. 600 00:26:15,151 --> 00:26:17,463 The patient seemed pretty worried about the cyst growing bigger. 601 00:26:17,464 --> 00:26:18,983 I should have been consulted. 602 00:26:19,017 --> 00:26:22,064 Jo, I value your opinion, but... you're a resident. 603 00:26:22,065 --> 00:26:23,797 It was a rare tumor. I wanted to talk with 604 00:26:23,798 --> 00:26:25,505 somebody who had more experience. That's it. 605 00:26:25,506 --> 00:26:26,611 Open. Open. Open. 606 00:26:26,645 --> 00:26:28,440 Can we talk about this later? 607 00:26:28,441 --> 00:26:30,131 - I have patients to check on. - You're an attending. 608 00:26:30,132 --> 00:26:31,682 Just have your resident do it. 609 00:26:31,683 --> 00:26:35,893 [NDUGU] This tissue is more dense than I thought. 610 00:26:35,894 --> 00:26:37,224 Can you help me clean out these edges? 611 00:26:37,225 --> 00:26:38,449 I can give you some traction. 612 00:26:38,450 --> 00:26:40,260 [ADAMS] If this doesn't work, what happens to Brady? 613 00:26:40,261 --> 00:26:43,006 [PIERCE] He stays on ECMO, and we wait for another donor. 614 00:26:43,007 --> 00:26:44,973 - [GRIFFITH] Could take months. - He's got a lot to live for. 615 00:26:44,974 --> 00:26:47,127 I have to believe that he will hang on. 616 00:26:47,632 --> 00:26:49,668 - How's Mason? - He's doing great. 617 00:26:49,669 --> 00:26:52,524 Dr. Schmitt did an excellent job placing the sternal wires. 618 00:26:52,525 --> 00:26:53,565 [PIERCE] Can I get a ray tech? 619 00:26:53,566 --> 00:26:55,018 [ADAMS] What sutures are you gonna use 620 00:26:55,019 --> 00:26:56,813 to attach the pericardial patch? 621 00:26:56,848 --> 00:26:58,850 - 4-0 GORE-TEX? - Exactly. 622 00:26:58,884 --> 00:27:00,610 Well, unless you're Dr. Pierce. 623 00:27:00,611 --> 00:27:02,680 She uses a 5-0 with the eyelid retractor. 624 00:27:02,681 --> 00:27:04,861 - You remember that. - Oh, I remember. 625 00:27:04,886 --> 00:27:06,016 We don't. 626 00:27:06,017 --> 00:27:08,652 Well, I find that I have more control with a smaller suture, 627 00:27:08,653 --> 00:27:10,322 but it is not the norm. 628 00:27:10,323 --> 00:27:12,108 So I normally don't have a resident assist me 629 00:27:12,109 --> 00:27:13,909 when I'm placing a patch. 630 00:27:13,934 --> 00:27:15,463 I don't wanna teach bad habits. 631 00:27:15,464 --> 00:27:17,212 But sometimes you get an overachiever 632 00:27:17,213 --> 00:27:20,147 who insists on being in the OR with you 633 00:27:20,148 --> 00:27:21,604 and learning all your secrets. 634 00:27:21,605 --> 00:27:24,125 [NDUGU] All right. I hit healthy tissue. 635 00:27:24,503 --> 00:27:26,539 All right. Dr. Pierce, what do you think? 636 00:27:27,322 --> 00:27:28,372 I think... 637 00:27:29,322 --> 00:27:31,743 [CHUCKLES] ... we still got it. 638 00:27:32,953 --> 00:27:35,189 - Brady's getting a new heart. - All right. 639 00:27:35,214 --> 00:27:37,423 Let's prep the patient for transplant. 640 00:27:45,123 --> 00:27:47,642 I won a trip to the Bahamas once. 641 00:27:48,709 --> 00:27:50,056 Sounds fun. 642 00:27:50,377 --> 00:27:52,908 Yeah, it was right after my mom got cancer. 643 00:27:53,939 --> 00:27:58,944 I moved back home, and there was this townie bar near her place. 644 00:27:58,979 --> 00:28:02,569 They had this promotion where for every drink you bought, 645 00:28:03,158 --> 00:28:06,541 you got an entry to win a trip for two to the Bahamas. 646 00:28:06,566 --> 00:28:08,885 And I was there more than I care to admit. 647 00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:10,439 Racked up a bunch of entries, 648 00:28:10,473 --> 00:28:13,268 and... I won. 649 00:28:14,615 --> 00:28:18,994 So, you abandoned your mom to go on vacation? 650 00:28:19,112 --> 00:28:20,527 The opposite. 651 00:28:20,528 --> 00:28:21,967 I convinced them to extend the deadline 652 00:28:21,968 --> 00:28:23,393 so I could bring her. 653 00:28:24,108 --> 00:28:25,852 She really wanted to go. 654 00:28:25,853 --> 00:28:27,800 I thought we would go after she got better, 655 00:28:27,801 --> 00:28:31,258 but that is obviously not what happened. 656 00:28:31,283 --> 00:28:34,773 She died, and I needed an escape. 657 00:28:34,963 --> 00:28:38,789 - So my girlfriend and I went instead. - Well, how was it? 658 00:28:38,814 --> 00:28:41,025 She got sun poisoning and I broke my arm. 659 00:28:41,681 --> 00:28:43,511 It sounds like you need a redo. 660 00:28:46,998 --> 00:28:50,008 Uh, we should get out of here before someone tries to come in. 661 00:28:55,000 --> 00:28:56,908 Uh, what I said earlier... 662 00:28:56,933 --> 00:29:00,617 - This Isn't... Like, we aren't... - Uh, no, I... [SIGHS] 663 00:29:01,288 --> 00:29:03,423 I just don't think it's the right time... 664 00:29:03,457 --> 00:29:04,941 - Oh, no. - ... to get in a relation... 665 00:29:05,325 --> 00:29:06,632 Stop. 666 00:29:06,633 --> 00:29:08,254 I don't want you to have the satisfaction 667 00:29:08,255 --> 00:29:11,180 of being the one to cut this off. So, I'm good. 668 00:29:12,052 --> 00:29:15,331 - We're... We're good. - Just a cold, right? 669 00:29:15,366 --> 00:29:18,058 Yeah. Yeah, just a cold. 670 00:29:26,687 --> 00:29:28,586 Hey. I'm just headed to the airport. 671 00:29:28,620 --> 00:29:29,932 Had to grab my stuff. 672 00:29:29,966 --> 00:29:31,398 Do you have a minute? 673 00:29:31,423 --> 00:29:35,234 Millin and Kwan just uploaded their last data-set. 674 00:29:40,819 --> 00:29:43,779 - Wait, does that say... - 95% confidence. 675 00:29:44,291 --> 00:29:45,945 [CHUCKLES] 676 00:29:45,970 --> 00:29:49,158 There is a definite correlation between gut microbiomes 677 00:29:49,159 --> 00:29:50,745 and Alzheimer's disease progression. 678 00:29:50,746 --> 00:29:53,024 Even before patients have symptoms. 679 00:29:53,025 --> 00:29:55,025 I mean, this might mean that people could be diagnosed 680 00:29:55,026 --> 00:29:56,406 before they're symptomatic. 681 00:29:56,407 --> 00:29:59,287 And if we could alter the gut microbiome, 682 00:29:59,312 --> 00:30:01,969 maybe we could prevent the disease altogether. 683 00:30:02,726 --> 00:30:04,141 Oh, my God. 684 00:30:07,407 --> 00:30:09,098 I thought about Derek. 685 00:30:10,214 --> 00:30:12,319 But mostly I've thought about my mother. 686 00:30:12,666 --> 00:30:15,719 This disease robbed her of her entire identity. 687 00:30:18,717 --> 00:30:20,616 I know how personal it is for you. 688 00:30:22,613 --> 00:30:24,723 I just didn't want the world to forget him. 689 00:30:26,885 --> 00:30:29,094 This is as much your research as it is mine, 690 00:30:29,129 --> 00:30:31,839 so if you don't wanna publish, we can find another way. 691 00:30:33,547 --> 00:30:36,861 I mean, they would want us to push through no matter the cost. 692 00:30:36,895 --> 00:30:38,897 That is how we honor them. 693 00:30:40,153 --> 00:30:42,638 Well, then I guess we have an abstract to write. 694 00:30:44,040 --> 00:30:46,215 - Oh, my God. - [GREY CHUCKLES] 695 00:30:48,252 --> 00:30:49,649 He did great. 696 00:30:49,650 --> 00:30:51,564 - Can we see him? - He's being transferred 697 00:30:51,565 --> 00:30:53,641 to the CCU now, but once he's settled, you can. 698 00:30:53,642 --> 00:30:55,741 I have to head back into surgery, but we'll check in tomorrow, 699 00:30:55,742 --> 00:30:57,399 and we'll talk about plans for recovery. 700 00:30:57,400 --> 00:30:59,380 What about the person who got his heart? 701 00:30:59,381 --> 00:31:01,229 - Are they okay? - Unfortunately, 702 00:31:01,230 --> 00:31:03,880 we can't share any information about the recipient. 703 00:31:04,406 --> 00:31:06,201 Um, excuse me? 704 00:31:06,414 --> 00:31:10,172 I'm sorry, but did your son donate a heart today? 705 00:31:11,487 --> 00:31:12,719 Yes, he did. 706 00:31:16,337 --> 00:31:17,407 Thank you. 707 00:31:19,907 --> 00:31:20,957 Thank you. 708 00:31:39,931 --> 00:31:41,001 Adams. 709 00:31:41,777 --> 00:31:43,089 Impressive work today. 710 00:31:43,421 --> 00:31:47,000 - It was a rush. - Yeah, we got really lucky. 711 00:31:48,864 --> 00:31:50,003 Yeah. 712 00:31:50,037 --> 00:31:51,176 Do you like it here? 713 00:31:53,040 --> 00:31:55,367 Does anyone like being an intern? 714 00:31:55,368 --> 00:31:58,493 We have a categorical position at the Heart Center. 715 00:31:58,494 --> 00:32:00,495 You would train at the University of Chicago 716 00:32:00,496 --> 00:32:01,911 and do your research with us. 717 00:32:01,946 --> 00:32:03,465 I think you should consider it. 718 00:32:03,780 --> 00:32:05,703 I think you'd do really well there. 719 00:32:09,688 --> 00:32:11,827 I always thought I'd do neuro. 720 00:32:11,852 --> 00:32:13,475 Why? Because you're a Shepherd? 721 00:32:13,962 --> 00:32:16,774 There are worse things than being a neurosurgeon, 722 00:32:18,232 --> 00:32:19,750 but cardio is pretty great. 723 00:32:21,041 --> 00:32:22,319 Just think about it. 724 00:32:28,855 --> 00:32:30,725 I can't believe you remember me 725 00:32:30,726 --> 00:32:32,189 teaching you pericardial patches. 726 00:32:32,190 --> 00:32:33,836 That was, like, a million years ago. 727 00:32:33,837 --> 00:32:35,494 Yeah. Donna Barton. 728 00:32:35,519 --> 00:32:38,128 We did her transplant my second year of residency. 729 00:32:38,816 --> 00:32:41,519 Same complications, same fix, 730 00:32:41,544 --> 00:32:45,047 - but not exactly outside her body. - No. 731 00:32:45,071 --> 00:32:47,415 I remember everything that you taught me. 732 00:32:59,444 --> 00:33:03,862 Oh, my God. Um... I'm... I'm... I'm so sorry. 733 00:33:04,831 --> 00:33:07,210 - Yeah, no. It's okay. Um... - [CLEARS THROAT] 734 00:33:07,440 --> 00:33:11,961 You make an amazing save in the OR, and then celebrating after. 735 00:33:12,654 --> 00:33:13,704 It's what we do. 736 00:33:15,979 --> 00:33:17,498 What we did. 737 00:33:18,290 --> 00:33:19,774 Right. [CLEARS THROAT] 738 00:33:19,809 --> 00:33:20,982 Yeah. 739 00:33:24,677 --> 00:33:29,715 I think it's time... for us to... let go. 740 00:33:34,099 --> 00:33:35,618 I signed 'em. 741 00:33:36,826 --> 00:33:39,104 ? Soft rain ? 742 00:33:39,138 --> 00:33:40,761 Yeah. 743 00:33:40,795 --> 00:33:43,246 ? I can see it through the window pane ? 744 00:33:43,281 --> 00:33:45,869 ? I've been carefully placed ? 745 00:33:45,904 --> 00:33:48,424 Until the next miraculous surgery. 746 00:33:50,011 --> 00:33:51,875 Goodbye, Maggie Pierce. 747 00:33:51,876 --> 00:33:53,669 ? You won't find me in the spotlight ? 748 00:33:53,670 --> 00:33:55,534 ? Somehow it doesn't feel right ? 749 00:33:55,569 --> 00:34:00,435 ? Have I made a mistake? ? 750 00:34:02,999 --> 00:34:06,381 - ? Put me back in the wild ? - [CAR ENGINE STARTS] 751 00:34:06,406 --> 00:34:09,558 ? Where I was perfect all along ? 752 00:34:09,583 --> 00:34:12,723 ? Give me the eyes of a child ? 753 00:34:12,758 --> 00:34:16,886 ? Who never knew that anything was wrong ? 754 00:34:16,911 --> 00:34:21,111 ? Am I ever gonna get to see the seasons change... ? 755 00:34:21,145 --> 00:34:23,493 Pierce offered me a position at her hospital. 756 00:34:26,594 --> 00:34:27,644 In Chicago? 757 00:34:30,200 --> 00:34:34,051 Yeah. I'd be a designated cardiothoracic resident. 758 00:34:35,130 --> 00:34:38,325 Working on groundbreaking surgeries like we did today. 759 00:34:39,457 --> 00:34:40,597 Every day. 760 00:34:41,232 --> 00:34:44,200 - Sounds like a great opportunity. - Yeah. 761 00:34:44,915 --> 00:34:46,333 And I'm considering it. 762 00:34:50,900 --> 00:34:55,328 Dorian's repeat labs and scans are all normal. Hmm. 763 00:34:55,353 --> 00:34:59,012 He's been through it more so than most, but he's okay. 764 00:34:59,622 --> 00:35:00,841 He made it. 765 00:35:01,125 --> 00:35:03,395 Okay. Thank you for double-checking. 766 00:35:03,396 --> 00:35:07,329 The ABSITE results come in tomorrow, don't they? 767 00:35:07,330 --> 00:35:11,369 I asked Millin how it went, and her answer was, "I think I finished." 768 00:35:11,403 --> 00:35:14,475 - [CHUCKLES] - What... I mean, Yasuda said it was easy. 769 00:35:14,510 --> 00:35:17,591 Kwan gave a half groan, half laugh. 770 00:35:17,616 --> 00:35:19,208 I learned not to ask. 771 00:35:19,233 --> 00:35:22,552 I mean, they've come really far in the last few months. 772 00:35:22,587 --> 00:35:25,210 They're finally where I need them to be. 773 00:35:25,211 --> 00:35:27,763 And if any of the rest of them have to start over... 774 00:35:27,764 --> 00:35:30,974 - You've come to care for them. - They're interns. 775 00:35:31,009 --> 00:35:32,735 They're your interns. 776 00:35:32,980 --> 00:35:35,997 There will come a moment when their pain is your pain. 777 00:35:37,313 --> 00:35:39,177 Their success is your success. 778 00:35:40,237 --> 00:35:42,926 Trust me. I get it. 779 00:35:49,372 --> 00:35:50,551 Hey. 780 00:35:50,552 --> 00:35:52,409 Did you finish Lincoln's post-op orders? 781 00:35:52,410 --> 00:35:55,237 - I can't do this anymore. - What? 782 00:35:58,296 --> 00:35:59,676 You're breaking up with me? 783 00:36:00,020 --> 00:36:01,384 Here? 784 00:36:01,385 --> 00:36:04,146 You know, you are one of the most incredible people I've ever known. 785 00:36:04,147 --> 00:36:06,067 - Don't patronize me. - I'm... I'm not. 786 00:36:06,907 --> 00:36:08,598 When I... I first met you, 787 00:36:08,633 --> 00:36:11,091 I was so stressed because I had no money. 788 00:36:11,520 --> 00:36:13,396 I mean, I was working all the time. 789 00:36:13,673 --> 00:36:15,847 I didn't even sleep. I barely ate. 790 00:36:16,634 --> 00:36:20,184 And then one day, I walked into a bar, 791 00:36:20,673 --> 00:36:22,640 and you smiled at me. 792 00:36:22,988 --> 00:36:26,647 And for a moment, everything was okay. 793 00:36:27,932 --> 00:36:29,840 But now you are my boss. 794 00:36:29,887 --> 00:36:32,450 You literally get paid to tell me what to do. 795 00:36:32,475 --> 00:36:35,446 And as much as I wish that I could just put that aside, 796 00:36:36,937 --> 00:36:38,904 I... I don't think that either of us 797 00:36:38,905 --> 00:36:40,974 have strong enough feelings to prioritize 798 00:36:40,975 --> 00:36:43,841 this relationship over everything else. 799 00:36:47,078 --> 00:36:50,923 - So you're choosing work. - Wouldn't you? 800 00:37:02,718 --> 00:37:04,792 [ALTMAN] I used my discretionary budget 801 00:37:04,827 --> 00:37:07,890 for Meredith Grey's Alzheimer's research project. 802 00:37:08,616 --> 00:37:10,971 There is no excuse for going behind your back. 803 00:37:11,005 --> 00:37:13,076 It was disrespectful, and I am sorry. 804 00:37:13,640 --> 00:37:17,045 Dr. Altman, we all make mistakes at every level, 805 00:37:17,070 --> 00:37:20,585 but not everyone is honest about it. That takes courage. 806 00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:24,191 Tells me you're a woman of great principle. 807 00:37:24,357 --> 00:37:25,842 [ALTMAN] Thank you. 808 00:37:26,680 --> 00:37:28,371 I knew that you would understand. 809 00:37:29,990 --> 00:37:32,030 I didn't say I understand. 810 00:37:36,540 --> 00:37:39,612 - [POP PLAYING OVER SPEAKERS] - [PEOPLE CHATTERING] 811 00:37:43,659 --> 00:37:46,316 Hey, can I get a beer, please? One for him too. 812 00:37:46,351 --> 00:37:47,663 We're celebrating. 813 00:37:47,697 --> 00:37:49,492 We saved two lives today. 814 00:37:49,773 --> 00:37:51,494 Ah. Yeah, right. 815 00:37:51,495 --> 00:37:53,459 You say that like it happens all the time. 816 00:37:53,460 --> 00:37:55,014 Well, technically, it is our job. 817 00:37:55,015 --> 00:37:56,773 Technically, things don't always go our way. 818 00:37:56,774 --> 00:37:59,873 Unless they do for you. In which case, this beer is also mine. 819 00:38:02,740 --> 00:38:03,790 Cheers. 820 00:38:21,304 --> 00:38:22,749 I'm sorry. 821 00:38:23,219 --> 00:38:25,569 I could have handled everything better today. 822 00:38:28,133 --> 00:38:29,480 I'm sorry too. 823 00:38:29,481 --> 00:38:31,360 Going back to being a resident 824 00:38:31,361 --> 00:38:34,192 is harder than I thought it would be, 825 00:38:34,226 --> 00:38:36,585 and I took it out on you. 826 00:38:36,586 --> 00:38:39,541 [GREY] The principle of the domino effect 827 00:38:39,542 --> 00:38:40,991 is a double-edge sword... 828 00:38:41,769 --> 00:38:43,668 [LINCOLN] Then tell me what I can do. 829 00:38:44,809 --> 00:38:47,937 I think that we should keep work and home separate, 830 00:38:48,288 --> 00:38:51,278 and only work together when absolutely necessary. 831 00:38:51,312 --> 00:38:53,556 And just keep it professional. 832 00:38:53,820 --> 00:38:55,385 - Okay. - Okay. 833 00:38:55,410 --> 00:38:59,690 And under this new arrangement, can I do this at work? 834 00:39:00,094 --> 00:39:03,166 That would be highly inappropriate. 835 00:39:03,418 --> 00:39:05,523 - [WILSON] Mm-hmm. - What about this? 836 00:39:06,486 --> 00:39:08,936 ... it can help us build healthy habits, 837 00:39:09,327 --> 00:39:12,964 but it can lead to destructive tendencies as well. 838 00:39:12,989 --> 00:39:15,716 Wait, you... you got on the gurney with him? 839 00:39:15,751 --> 00:39:18,201 - I didn't know what else to do. - Oh, my gosh. 840 00:39:18,236 --> 00:39:20,101 - Yeah. - [LAUGHING] 841 00:39:20,553 --> 00:39:22,590 I'm sorry. Maybe it's not that funny. 842 00:39:23,599 --> 00:39:25,014 No, sorry. I, um... 843 00:39:26,637 --> 00:39:28,604 I signed divorce papers today. 844 00:39:29,099 --> 00:39:30,341 [CHUCKLES] 845 00:39:32,077 --> 00:39:34,874 Oh, God. [LAUGHING] 846 00:39:34,899 --> 00:39:36,772 I'm not... I'm... 847 00:39:36,773 --> 00:39:38,358 I'm laughing with you. I'm not laughing at you. 848 00:39:38,359 --> 00:39:40,162 - I'm not laughing. - No, no. 849 00:39:40,187 --> 00:39:42,320 It's just... I just got divorced too. 850 00:39:42,507 --> 00:39:44,124 And we rented doves. 851 00:39:44,125 --> 00:39:45,849 - When you got divorced? - No, no, no, no. 852 00:39:45,850 --> 00:39:47,921 When we got married. [LAUGHS] 853 00:39:47,922 --> 00:39:50,440 We should have rented 'em for the divorce. That would have been fun. 854 00:39:50,441 --> 00:39:52,752 I even built a tent, though, on the be... on the beach. 855 00:39:52,753 --> 00:39:54,484 Oh, really? We had a live band. 856 00:39:54,509 --> 00:39:56,757 We had custom sand sculptures. 857 00:39:56,792 --> 00:39:59,132 - Ew. Why? [LAUGHS] - [LAUGHS] 858 00:40:00,658 --> 00:40:02,901 Oh, no. [SIGHS] 859 00:40:02,926 --> 00:40:04,976 This is gonna suck for a while, isn't it? 860 00:40:05,458 --> 00:40:07,253 Yeah. [SIGHS] 861 00:40:10,046 --> 00:40:12,877 [GREY] One small misstep becomes one bad habit. 862 00:40:17,159 --> 00:40:19,299 Of course, none of us is perfect. 863 00:40:20,961 --> 00:40:23,135 And so much is out of our control. 864 00:40:27,408 --> 00:40:29,827 - Hey. The kids asleep? - Yeah. Yeah. 865 00:40:29,852 --> 00:40:31,359 They were exhausted. 866 00:40:32,264 --> 00:40:33,663 I got your favorite. 867 00:40:36,366 --> 00:40:39,835 - Where are you going? - I'm gonna go sleep in my own bed. 868 00:40:40,109 --> 00:40:42,985 You're right. I'm terrible at being in relationships. 869 00:40:42,986 --> 00:40:44,390 And if it makes you feel any better, 870 00:40:44,391 --> 00:40:46,030 I've always been this way. 871 00:40:46,393 --> 00:40:49,437 You know, it really... it really, really doesn't. 872 00:40:49,438 --> 00:40:51,708 You know you're the most important person in my life 873 00:40:51,709 --> 00:40:53,296 besides my children. 874 00:40:53,331 --> 00:40:55,333 I don't know that I can marry you. 875 00:40:55,334 --> 00:40:58,162 I did that once before. I don't know that I can do that again. 876 00:40:58,163 --> 00:41:00,579 But I know I love you so much. 877 00:41:00,851 --> 00:41:02,685 And I love going to sleep with you, 878 00:41:02,720 --> 00:41:05,032 and waking up and seeing your face. 879 00:41:05,472 --> 00:41:08,854 I can promise to love you forever. 880 00:41:09,378 --> 00:41:12,497 Or... as long as I can remember you. 881 00:41:12,522 --> 00:41:15,172 Mer, I love you too. That's not the issue. You know that. 882 00:41:22,185 --> 00:41:25,311 The issue is that I put work before you, and you're right, I do. 883 00:41:25,945 --> 00:41:27,460 But just right now. 884 00:41:27,815 --> 00:41:29,610 That's not forever. 885 00:41:30,299 --> 00:41:33,202 And if you love me, then you'll support me. 886 00:41:33,937 --> 00:41:36,062 And if you support me, then I can do this. 887 00:41:39,520 --> 00:41:40,798 Are you in? 888 00:41:43,296 --> 00:41:45,195 [PHONE CHIMING] 889 00:41:47,183 --> 00:41:48,614 You should take that. 890 00:41:48,615 --> 00:41:53,114 [GREY] All you can do is make the best choices available to you... 891 00:41:53,115 --> 00:41:55,393 [CHIMING CONTINUES] 892 00:41:57,913 --> 00:42:00,145 Teddy. Is everything okay? 893 00:42:00,860 --> 00:42:02,520 Catherine just fired me. 894 00:42:03,010 --> 00:42:05,254 ... and hope they don't come back to bite you. 895 00:42:05,304 --> 00:42:09,854 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0